Friday, July 27, 2012

Chinongwe, Ruangwa, Lindi, TZ


Today we got our site announcements! It was exciting for most of the Trainees, but a little bit overwhelming for me. I will be at Chinongwe Secondary School. It is located at 10*S-39*E, about 100 kilometers West (and a little South) of Lindi. It is located in the Lindi Region of Tanzania, also know as the “Dirty South”. 
There is no public transportation into my village, but it is accessible by bicycle and motorcycle (although Peace Corps forbids use of motorcycles). There is one man in the village that owns a car.

“The school has 264 students and four teachers. Out of the four teachers one who teaches geography and English subjects is on studies and will graduate three years from this year. The remaining three teaches (1)Agriculture and Civics (2)English and Swahili (3)History and Geography. They have no Math and Science teacher. They also need an English teacher. The school has a mobile lab with all required tools and apparatus but no science teachers. The school has expressed a great need for an Education Volunteer to teach Math/English.”

So basically even though I was told I was going to be teaching English (and that’s the only thing I’m semi-qualified to teach), I will probably be teaching English, Math and Science.

Cons:
-Including me, there is a teacher to student ratio of 1:66
-I hate Math.
-I have no idea how to teach Science.
-I really hardly even know how to teach English.
-There are only a total of 5 volunteers in my region. I am the only one from my training class. Most other regions have at leave 10-20 volunteers.
-My one request was to replace someone so that they could show me the ropes for the first few months. I am not.
-Apparently there is a horrible rainy season making travel virtually impossible.

Pros:
-I guess I’ll need to learn Swahili a lot faster, since this place seems pretty remote.
-I’ll get really close to a tight group of people. (Hopefully?)
-Aside from the rainy season, I will get to travel a lot to go see other volunteers in other regions.
-Obviously my school really needs teachers, so I can have a visible lasting impact.
-Maybe I’ll get to ride a bicycle most of the time.
-Hopefully I will stay busy if I have three different subjects to plan and teach.

I have no other specifics about my house or the school, or my proximity to the other volunteers. Tomorrow I leave for Dar with the three boys that are placed in Mtwara (the region just South of Lindi). We will spend the night at the Msimbasi Centre, then at leave at 4:30am on the bus to Lindi. We will arrive around dark, stay in a hotel, and then meet up with the PCVs we are shadowing the next day. Not sure what happens after that, but I will stay with Tyler Jump and at some point will visit my site, meet with the headmaster, check out my house/possibly stay there? My birthday is on Thursday and I’m feeling a little bummed about that because it seems like it will be very lonely.

Any positivity that you can shed light on would be helpful! Other volunteers are replacing people, they have electricity, they have running water, they are on top of  mountain, elephants walk through their villages, they are in town, etc. I didn’t care where I was placed, but I am disappointed with the fact that I am so isolated and that they are expecting so much from me at my school. I just don't want to be a failure. 

6 comments:

  1. Dang girl!!! This is intense! I'm so proud of you! First of all I BELIEVE IN YOU!! You can do this. Im not saying it won't get lonely and feel like you're alone sometimes, but love yourself and you will always have your faith in what you're doing and in who you are as a strong and brave woman!! It's ok to be scared and nervous. Just be yourself and work hard. You're going to have such a unique experience because you're going alone. Learn to love math & science and just fake it. Follow the books! Haha! I love you so much and can't wait to hear more. Your cousin Jennifer!

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  2. Hi Ali:) its your cousin Kalia. I just want to say how proud I am to have a cousin in the peace corps. and i strongly believe that you can overcome and adapt to anything. I have always admired your fearless personality since we were little and I have seen that trait get you so far in your short life of almost 21 years. Your going to an isolated place where very little outsiders ever get to see and contributing in a such a wonderful way. What an experience! I am so proud of you and your journey has really inspired me! Just keep believing in yourself you will be fine! We love you here and we know You'll do great. Can't wait to hear more about your experience! -your cousin Kalia k:)

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  3. Aly monster! I'm surprised to hear you say you don't want to be a failure! You WON'T BE! And remember, without failure, you can't realize success. ;)

    I'd go the bike route, get one cheap and learn to love to ride! As a matter of fact, I just bought a BMX bike to try and get my balance better and do some trick riding. Still love my mountain bike, but wanted to get my mojo back for jumping and stuff.

    As for science, you have your wonderful uncle peebee who has all sorts of cool ideas for sciency things! And I have ideas too! I remember when gramma Klein showed the neat trick of sucking and egg into a bottle. You get a bottle and toss a match in it, then quickly put the egg (hard-boiled, do that first) over the opening. As the match uses the oxygen in the bottle to burn, it will create a vacuum, which will then suck the hard-boiled egg into the bottle.

    If I remember correctly, to get it out, you turn it upside down and blow into the bottle, which then creates positive pressure, and the egg pops out. I would think a milk bottle would work pretty well. And that demonstrates pressure differentials, which of course is science! And I'm sure there is an egg and a bottle somewhere in Africa. Cheap fun!

    Anyway, don't be afraid to jump in headfirst, and remember, if you can't impress them with concrete facts, baffle them with bullshit!

    Cousin Mattu

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  4. Hang in there Aly. I understand your disappointment, they chose you for this assignment for a reason. My dad loves math and has done a lot of tutoring, I'll bet he can help you with some ideas for how to present it best. And I have a friend who's a science teacher, I'll have her write to you too.

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  5. YOU WILL NOT FAIL!!!!! I promise. Just know that most of us in life are finding our ways with very little training. The science teacher at my son's school is amazing. She does so many very cool things with the kids with everyday items (water, jars, dirt, fruit). I will reach out to her and ask her to send you her lesson plans. I know it sounds daunting now, but this will turn out to be one of the best experiences of your life. Believe me, I was stuck in a village in the Terai (open border region between Nepal and India) in 1993 with no clean water or transportation through an NGO teaching AIDS prevention (i.e. condom use) with a caste of untouchable prostitutes and the worst dysentery, lice and worms you've ever seen (pre email and blogs!) and often look back to that tough experience as one of the best of my life. It prepared me for anything. Know you are strong and more than capable. That is why they selected you for this. Also, the community needs and wants you. They understand your presence is a gift. Have a wonderful birthday and hang in there! We are sending you love and support from home!! Be well, stay well.

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  6. Thank you all for the support and encouragement :) I feel much more able now that I've had time to digest this. I will arrive at my site August 17th and will keep you all updated then!

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