Friday, July 27, 2012

Chinongwe, Ruangwa, Lindi, TZ


Today we got our site announcements! It was exciting for most of the Trainees, but a little bit overwhelming for me. I will be at Chinongwe Secondary School. It is located at 10*S-39*E, about 100 kilometers West (and a little South) of Lindi. It is located in the Lindi Region of Tanzania, also know as the “Dirty South”. 
There is no public transportation into my village, but it is accessible by bicycle and motorcycle (although Peace Corps forbids use of motorcycles). There is one man in the village that owns a car.

“The school has 264 students and four teachers. Out of the four teachers one who teaches geography and English subjects is on studies and will graduate three years from this year. The remaining three teaches (1)Agriculture and Civics (2)English and Swahili (3)History and Geography. They have no Math and Science teacher. They also need an English teacher. The school has a mobile lab with all required tools and apparatus but no science teachers. The school has expressed a great need for an Education Volunteer to teach Math/English.”

So basically even though I was told I was going to be teaching English (and that’s the only thing I’m semi-qualified to teach), I will probably be teaching English, Math and Science.

Cons:
-Including me, there is a teacher to student ratio of 1:66
-I hate Math.
-I have no idea how to teach Science.
-I really hardly even know how to teach English.
-There are only a total of 5 volunteers in my region. I am the only one from my training class. Most other regions have at leave 10-20 volunteers.
-My one request was to replace someone so that they could show me the ropes for the first few months. I am not.
-Apparently there is a horrible rainy season making travel virtually impossible.

Pros:
-I guess I’ll need to learn Swahili a lot faster, since this place seems pretty remote.
-I’ll get really close to a tight group of people. (Hopefully?)
-Aside from the rainy season, I will get to travel a lot to go see other volunteers in other regions.
-Obviously my school really needs teachers, so I can have a visible lasting impact.
-Maybe I’ll get to ride a bicycle most of the time.
-Hopefully I will stay busy if I have three different subjects to plan and teach.

I have no other specifics about my house or the school, or my proximity to the other volunteers. Tomorrow I leave for Dar with the three boys that are placed in Mtwara (the region just South of Lindi). We will spend the night at the Msimbasi Centre, then at leave at 4:30am on the bus to Lindi. We will arrive around dark, stay in a hotel, and then meet up with the PCVs we are shadowing the next day. Not sure what happens after that, but I will stay with Tyler Jump and at some point will visit my site, meet with the headmaster, check out my house/possibly stay there? My birthday is on Thursday and I’m feeling a little bummed about that because it seems like it will be very lonely.

Any positivity that you can shed light on would be helpful! Other volunteers are replacing people, they have electricity, they have running water, they are on top of  mountain, elephants walk through their villages, they are in town, etc. I didn’t care where I was placed, but I am disappointed with the fact that I am so isolated and that they are expecting so much from me at my school. I just don't want to be a failure. 

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Week 6 & 7


Sunday I went to Saba Saba Market with my family to prepare for my Mama’s best friend’s daughter’s wedding. This was the first time I sat in the passenger seat of a daladala. My mom’s friend Theresia insisted I sit with her. I can’t say that I liked the view and the stress of so many near-accidents. I have been to Saba Saba before, but Sunday is about 10 times crazier than usual. There was an auction area for kitchen items. As the auction was going on, a flat bed truck pulled up with four scandalous women. They were shaking it like I’ve never seen it shook before. My dad laughed when I asked him if they were prostitutes…apparently they were just promoting something? I saw a cage of rats being poisoned to prove that the poison being sold really worked. Pretty much everywhere I walked someone was staring or beckoning for me to come over. Bibi (about 4 foot 6) took my hand and led me through the crowd and cursed at the nasty men making comments about me. Anyway, the “piles” at the market are basically all the leftover clothes from thrift stores. I bought a shirt and a skirt for a total of 2,000Tsh (about $1.25). We piled onto the daladala with our 3 huge bags of gifts and clothes.

When we got home, we slaughtered another chicken. My brother was searching for someone to kill it for him. My Baba explained to me that because of their Muslim background, they must never kill the meat themselves, or else it is unholy to eat.

Monday I got my hair braided. It was a horrible experience. It took an hour. There was a pile of my hair that got pulled out. My scalp hurt. But as soon as I went home my Mama and Bibi started jumping up and down because they were so excited. I do have to say I was surprised at the quality of work since my hair is quite different from theirs. Finally on Wednesday I got sunburned on my scalp so I had a reason to take it out. Three of the kids gathered around and yanked out the braids. Then Safina said, “It is pink”. Well yes, it IS pink because that is what a sunburn is. I don’t think they really got the concept of what sunburn was. Then Ema was taking pictures of my crazy “angel hair” (another quote from Hamisa) fro when Catherine peed on me. Thankfully that meant I got to bathe sooner and rinse my hair!

Wednesday Gretchen, who has been teaching English for 17 years, observed me. She did two rounds in the Peace Corps and has lived outside the US since then. I have been teaching “Expressing Opinions” and my students still don’t really get it. Some things that I thought they would know, they didn’t. So I need to work on preparing explanations ahead of time. I was just go caught off-guard by “what is an abortion?” that I just said, “When you kill a baby”, which is completely misleading. Other than explaining better, Gretchen said my style of teaching, order of activities, mannerisms, speech, etc were all great.

Sunday I received my first package and I got to Skype with a lot of people! It was a fun “American” day. My host family loves Skittles.

This weekend I wasn’t feeling too well, so I took a lot of naps and we had a movie night at Michelle’s. We ate some Oreos that her mom sent her. It was nice to just relax and not have to worry about anything for a while. I also cut my own hair on Sunday. I have wanted to get it cut and for some reason I just decided it was a good idea to do it myself. The kids collected my hair when I was done and piled it on their heads. I actually think it looks all right.

Yesterday I went on a long bike ride with my siblings. I’ve just been feeling drained and I decided it is from lack of exercise. I do some stretches before bed and walk about 2 miles every day, but that is it. If I’m standing for more than 30 seconds someone brings me a chair and forces me to sit down. The women are so physically active just doing everyday chores that they don’t understand why someone would want to stand or want to walk. A lot of people stared at us on our bike ride. First it was just me on the bike with 3 kids running behind me. Then Patrick sat on the back as the other 2 ran. Then Ema “the fat one” couldn’t keep up, so he went home to get Catherine. Then Hamisa sat on the back as Patrick chased me. Then Hamisa and Patrick both sat on the back. Then Ema and Safina and Catherine appeared. Then Catherine and Safina sat on the back as everyone else ran alongside.

Today my lesson was delayed by about 20 minutes because the morning assembly ran over because the kids were being beaten. I really hate that corporal punishment is used here. It really isn’t effective. Also, I found a posting of the grades the students got on their mock exams. There were 2 B’s in the entire school. Most of the grades were C’s, D’s, and F’s. Their grading scale is more lenient too, with a 29-0=F, 30-50=D, 50-65=C, 65-80=B, 80-100=A (approximately-I forget the real scores but it is close).

Friday we find out where we will be placed! I can’t wait to find out! Then next week we get to go stay at our sites and meet everyone we need to meet. My one request was to replace someone, so hopefully that comes true!


Saturday, July 14, 2012

Week 4 & 5


It has been a crazy 2 weeks with a lot of new experiences and a lot of the old experiences have just become more routine.

July 4th we got out of training early so we had time to walk around town and just hang out. As we were walking around I finally confirmed my suspicion that chipsi (oily, thick French fries basically) was what had been causing my stomachaches. Volunteers have already told us that most of them have pooped their pants at least once…I was afraid this was going to be it. Luckily Hannah showed me a shortcut to the Oasis Hotel, which was a good half mile out of the way, but the only for sure bathroom we knew of. Here I stole my first role of toilet paper. Anyway, we went shopping at the market and I made my first alcohol purchase: Konyagi. This is Tanzania’s “famous” gin. Just for a point of reference, a 500ml bottle is 5,000Tsh which is about $3. I bought some cool wooden earrings, then helped pick out some crazy kitenge fabric for Willie to get a shirt made. We all (47 of us plus the other PCVs that were in town to help with training) met back at the Oasis Hotel. It’s a mzungu hang out, yet we still seemed to draw a lot of attention. We loudly sang the National Anthem and Party in the USA. I also bargained for another pair of earrings, which were made by Massai. I went home with the Mji Mpya CBT since my CBT had already left. We hailed a taxi and tried to explain where we needed to go. After piling all 6 of us in, we drove about 100 yards and the driver pulled over and told us to get out. There was a World Vision company truck parked on the street and the taxi driver told us to get in the truck. My Baba works for World Vision, so I asked the driver if he knew him and he told me that he’d met me before while delivering coal. I called my dad to make sure it was ok that this guy drove us home…it was but apparently it is against company policy to act as a taxi on time off. Who knew!? He might have also been drunk since we almost ran over a few pikipikis. But my dad seemed to trust him…Anyway, I arrived to be welcomed by Mama Joyce, Joyce and Samson, who are the family of the guy that lives with us.

Tech sessions about teaching continued on how to teach. I learned a lot about grammar that I never knew/had forgotten. The last time I had a grammar class was in 8th grade with Ms. Garvin, so I keep thinking back to some of the things she had us do. The Volunteers who swore in a year ago included the first group of English teachers. Because of feedback from those volunteers, it is now Peace Corps policy that English teachers can only teach Forms 1 & 2 (basic grammar, sentence structure, vocab, writing) but we cannot teach Forms 3 & 4 (literature). They showed us some of the literature passages and it was quite obvious why we are not allowed to teach. One poem was from the point of view of a woman and she was saying how the white man’s books had ruined her husband’s mind. Post-colonial literature is really hard to talk about with the students because they are afraid to talk because we are white.  And they don’t want someone’s personal opinions to come out and have that turn into a safety and security issue.

Saturday and Sunday we were on safari! We went to Mikumi National Park for basically 24 hours. Some guys on my bus started drinking around 8:15am….As we were driving down the main highway toward the park, we had giraffe and gazelle and baboon sightings. We arrived around 11am at our hotel and it took about 2 hours for them to prepare 50 chicken sandwiches. I was in a “triple” room that had a king sized bed and a full. We had 4 girls assigned to that room. Around 1 we boarded these giant buses to go into the park. We decided to forego the guide into the park and ended up driving around aimlessly on our now-party bus. We only ended up seeing zebras, giraffes, and elephants. Not very exciting, especially since the bus was 3 seats wide so there would be 3 people huddled around each window. We did stop at this one giant tree that everyone climbed. I think it is probably the biggest tree I’ve ever seen. There were quite a few scrapes and bruises on people because of it. We got back to the hotel and some of us walked down the highway to eat. After eating, I made friends with the guys at the Simu Duka (cell phone shop) and I got an Airtel sim card for free! We walked back to the hotel and some HCNs (host country nationals) were setting up speakers (presumably for us). That turned into a ridiculous dance party of about 75 people. I guess as the dance party was winding down Mandy and Kyle were walking along the backside of the hotels when Mandy tripped over a stick of bamboo, caught herself, and then proceeded to step off a ledge into a 6 foot deep sewage tank. She got some in her mouth, and of course was completely covered in feces. She showered, and had to throw her clothes away but that was pretty much all that could be done. She called the PCMO (doctor) the next morning and they said not to worry. Her roommates obviously didn’t want to be in a room that reeked of feces, so that turned into 7 of us sleeping in one bed, and 5 people in the other. We are advising the PCTs next year to only rent 5 guestees to save money!

Once we got back into town we ate at Mama Pierina’s. We had the most amzing lasagna and pizza. It was nice to just have a small break from Tanzanian food. And it was so nice to just be around other Americans, free to do anything for a weekend.

This week has been a little bit boring because we have been at Denis Secondary School doing language classes and teaching our internship classes. My first Tanzanian class I taught was on Tuesday July 10th from 8-9:20. For the 3 weeks I teach, my topic is Expressing Opinions. I’m eventually am supposed to be able to hold a debate with my students about HIV/AIDS. But, they still don’t know the difference between a fact and opinion. I really have no idea how to explain it differently. I created a game where each student says a sentence and the class has to make a “F” or “O” with their arms. One student’s sentence was “Madame Aly is very beautiful.” When asked if this was a fact or opinion she said “fact”. When I told her that was how she felt so it was her opinion she said, “But Madame, it is true.” My dilemma….Otherwise my three classes were fine. It is Form 2 B for all 3 periods, so it is the same students.

The students just came back from a break so some of them hadn’t paid their school fees yet. Because of this, there were only 18 students the first day. By day 3, there were about 30 students. That is a really small class compared to most Tanzanian classes of 60-80 students. My school is a private school that is half boarding and half day school. The primary school is an Engliish medium school (which is rare, since most TZ primary schools are Swahili). All Secondary schools are supposed to be taught in English since their NECTAS (national exams) are written in English. However, I have only heard one class being taught in English. There are about 30 student teachers at our school also (this includes the guy that asked me to marry him), and they are still learning too, but they don’t even speak in English and they know they are being observed. I sat in on a student teacher teaching Form 2 A for a 40 minute period. She probably talked about 10 minutes of that and about 75% of the talking was in Swahili. The rest of the time she was writing sample greeting cards on the board for the students to copy down. If students had access to books it would cut down on time that is wasted in the classroom as they copy things painstakingly slow. I gave my students 4 subjects: motorcycles, TV, football, and boarding schools. They had to write one fact and one opinion about each topic. This took my students about 50 minutes…

As far as my language progression, I passed my practice LPIs! I got a 61% (need 60% to pass) on the written and an intermediate for the oral. This week we didn’t really have substantial language lessons. It is just so weird to compare our vocabulary because everyone learns different things from their families, etc. I feel like I need to spend more time memorizing things instead of just breezing over it.

So now for my random stories and thoughts:
My Mama really wants me to get my hair braided. Two weekends ago my Bibi tried braiding one section, but said it looked bad because my hair was too long. We walked to 3 other salons and they all refused to do my hair because they don’t know what to do with it. Tomorrow we will try again.

On this new walkway we have taken a few times, we pass by a casket making fundi. All of the caskets I’ve seen are for children. They make me so sad.

After eating my Costco Trail Mix a few times, I kept finding my gums swollen and tender. I finally figured out it is because my diet has NO hard food. NONE.

I was with Jeff (very social guy who got pick-pocketed the 1st day in Moro) at the daladala stand when this guy came up to the window trying to sell us food. He was staring at me and started asking me my name in Swahili so I turned away and pretended I didn’t understand. Jeff thought I really didn’t understand and told me “he wants to know your name”.  I explained my reasoning so Jeff told this guy “Anaitwa Kenya” (her name is Kenya). He looked really confused and walked away. But he came back a few minutes later and started once again. This time bypassing me, going straight to Jeff to ask about me. Then I said “Anaitwa Kenya pia” (his name is Kenya pia). He walked away and the bibis sitting behind us started laughing like crazy that we had baffled this poor guy.

I watched my first chicken slaughter. They don’t break the neck first….just cut through the throat. Lots of blood. And lots of movement.

I ate the stomach of a cow with plantains the last two nights for dinner. It actually tastes good, but it looks like gray caterpillars.

I went to buy hydrogen peroxide at the Duka La Dawa and these two teenage boys followed us inside and were hovering. After ignoring them the whole time, we went to leave and one of them said “bye. I love you.’ I said “Si taki” (I don’t like/want you). His friends and some other guys outside started laughing. I was so happy to finally use that phrase because I’ve wanted to use it so many times, but it is kind of rude, so it would have been inappropriate to use in other circumstances.

There was a “welcoming party” for all the student teachers at Denis. Our group was invited to come also. PJ and Tracy were there and told me to go, so I invited my aunt and the wife of the other guy. We walked over there and laughed the whole way about how we were going to dance and have a great time. No. We got there and it was really awkward, there was no electricity, so it was people sitting in the dark in this hall. At least my family got to see how creepy the student teachers are. We laughed the entire way home about how much “fun” we had had. It was a nice bonding moment, regardless.

Monday, July 2, 2012

Week 3


This last week flew by! We were at our CBT site Monday, Tuesday, Friday and Saturday so I didn’t really get to see everyone as much. It poured here on Wednesday and a lot of the roads got pretty muddy. The two days we were at CCT I took different routes home to mix it up a bit. One way just passes by the bar and is a very short walk, but then adds a daladala to my route. The other way is a “shortcut” into town (which still takes about 30 minutes to walk). It was really pretty though and there were more people passing by. We even walked through a soccer game!

I’m feeling a little bit discouraged about my language. My Baba was in Dar this whole week for work, so I thought I was getting better around the home. He usually speaks to me in English if no one else can understand me. But then on Saturday we did a practice LPI (oral test) that I was unaware of. I started making flashcards, but that takes forever just to make in the first place. I get the grammar but my main problem is just having a limited vocabulary. Our real LPIs are next Tuesday and if we don’t score “intermediate”, we supposedly get sent back to America. I don’t think they send anyone home though. I do feel confident enough to try to start conversations with people, but usually I hit a block and just start laughing because we can’t understand each other.

I have now started wearing a fake wedding ring. Why, you might ask? Well, I’m tired of being asked about my bride price or asked to marry someone. At our school we were told to go into the staff room to interact with other teachers or else they might think we are snobby. So after talking for 5 minutes to a 25 year old student teacher from the University of Dar, he said “Do you want to marry a Tanzanian?” It became really awkward and all the staff members and other volunteers were all staring at us. So, now if anyone asks, I am married. When I told my mama this story in my broken Swahili she almost fell off her stool she was laughing so hard. When my Baba came home on Saturday he said, “I left for a week and now you are married??” He thinks it is funny I’m still a “child” in America and thinks that is why I am so taken aback by marriage proposals.

I still love my family. I’m pretty sure Catherine peed right before I picked her up the other day. She doesn’t wear diapers…they instead change her clothes about 10 times a day! It must be exhausting! They already invited my parents and Saleh and whoever else is going to visit me to come stay with them. And we will go to my Mama’s tribe for one of the holidays!

I made my family guacamole for dinner. I made myself a taco! I also had made the whole batch of chapatti (fried pancakes) thinner and with less oil, so it was kind of like a tortilla. They liked the guacamole a lot! They marveled at my “skill” of learning how to make chapatti so fast. I’m supposed to make a cake sometime soon. Not quite sure how that will work out with the charcoal stoves.

Michelle is the only Asian one in my CBT and also the shortest so everyone’s families talk about her. When my family was talking about her (the short one) I told them she is from China (even though she is actually Korean and Phillipino). They started saying “Hu-Ha Che-Chaw” and doing karate moves. Michelle thinks it is hilarious. I was laughing so hard because I didn’t know what else to do and it was pretty funny.

I was one of the coordinators for Sports Day on Saturday! It was so much fun to finally run around and be free. We played soccer, kickball, Frisbee, relay races, slack lining, jump roping. We were in a private field so allowed to wear pants instead of skirts. Whew! A lot of people fell and got scabbed up from the dirt. My sunglasses scratched under my eye. It was a lot of sweating but a lot of fun.

Just some other random things: A butt is called a wowowo and a tako is one butt cheek. Most of the fruits have really fun names to say. I bought a small thing of ice cream for 3,500 Tsh. Totally worth it! It takes about 2 hours to wash my laundry and mop my floor every Sunday morning. Then I have to wait for the clothes to dry, take them in, fold them right-side-out, and put them away. Less people are staring at me now…maybe the news has traveled about the mzungu in the village.

How to Contact Me


Here are a few tips on the best ways to contact me and communicate with me. I have limited space right now, so please do NOT send packages until after August 15th. I would love letters, texts, etc right now though! I am fairly busy, so do not expect immediate responses. And this is Tanzania, so things tend to be very inconsistent...

Letters
-Postage to Tanzania $1.05 (go inside a USPS office to get the postage stamp)
-Always write "Airmail" on the envelope

Packages
-Print the address in red ink (not sure why).
-Address the envelope to "Sister Aly Hite” and write “God is watching”, “Jesus loves you”, or other religious phrases/signs.

-Cushioned envelopes are better to use than boxes. If boxes are used, I know it is about $60 to send the largest USPS flat rate box (up to 20 pounds). So pack it full! I really don’t need a lot of things presently though, so please save boxes for holidays or special requests!

-When declaring value and contents, do not declare more than $10 as it will have a hefty customs fee assessed that I will have to pay! To avoid "searching" of the package, declare contents as "Educational Materials" or "Religious Materials"

-Don't claim value or claim very little on the packages.

-Care packages can be written off in your taxes...that's a pretty good excuse to send me something...

-Keep your tracking number (this way you can let me know for sure when the package has arrived in country and through customs)

-It can take time to send mail (2-4 weeks minimum), so far the average is 3-4 weeks.

-Number letters so both you and I will know if a letter has gone missing

-Don't use DHL, it is a pain for me to get mail that way.

Aerograms (found at the post office) rule. Postcards drool.

-Anything of value, place inside a tampon box, so it is hidden from view.

-On the inside flap of a box write the contents of the box. If trying to hide something (like in a tampon box) don’t write that on the “inventory list”. Also, if there are things of minor value, write used. Like, “used calculator”. This helps avoid theft.

To Call
-Keep in mind that there is a 10 hour time difference between California and Tanzania. There is a clock in the top right corner of my blog that you can refer to. I usually wake up around 6am and go to sleep by 10pm. Maybe text me first to see if I am available. There is no voicemail, so if I don’t answer, I’m busy.

-It will charge you over $2 per minute to call from your cell phone, so do NOT do that.

-Skype is 27 cents per minute (I think)…You will need to add credit to your account. Your computer will “call” my phone, so there is no video.

-International calling cards are available too. Not sure how they work, but I think it is pretty easy to set up. My parents got one that charges 13 cents per minute.

To Text
-Skype provides international texting for 10 cents per text.

-I think if you text from your cell phone (AT&T, Verizon, etc) it is about 25 cents per text.

-Try a Google search: “free international texts” and see if there is any other way

Emails
-My Kindle works for me to check email frequently. It is hard to type a lot on it though, so expect short replies or a delayed reply.

Skype
-Not sure how often I’ll be on Skype, but you can send me messages that I can view when I log in. Also, if you do want to do a video chat, we can plan a date and time that will (hopefully) work.